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Let me introduce my favorite sculptor, Camille
Claudel: model, confidante, and lover of Auguste Rodin, and for a time a major
source of his inspiration. When Rodin refused to break with his long-time common-law
wife, Rose Beuret, Camille went her own way, giving expression to her artistic impulses
and completing works that, in the eyes of some, surpassed even those of Rodin. But
her thwarted love for Rodin and her complex feelings about the authenticity of
her own creative gift took a terrible toll on her mind and body, condemning her
to a cruel fate: she spent the last thirty years of her life confined to a
psychiatric hospital. My heart aches when I look at the work called Sakountala,
which Camille, torn by passion, carved by hand out of marble, in her relentless
pursuit of artistic experimentation.
In history, there are many examples of artists,
princes, and aristocrats who meet tragic ends because of a failure to control
unruly passions. Ludwig II of Bavaria, a devoted patron of the operas of Richard
Wagner, and obsessed with extravagant castle-building projects, exhausted his
royal revenues, was deposed, and died in mysterious circumstances. The
beautiful Empress Elisabeth of Austria (also known as “Sisi”), dogged by family
tragedy, left the court, and took up a wandering existence that ended with her
assassination by the shores of Lake Geneva. The “diva” Maria Callas, whose stellar
singing career ended soon after she began an affair with the Greek shipping
magnate Aristotle Onassis, passed her final years alone in an apartment in
Paris where she died of a cause or causes not fully explained.
A pattern runs through these stories.
Touched by the spark of things, events, or people
you encounter, your heart catches fire. You want to experience them more and
more, going wider and deeper. You want to reach the limit, to grasp it. As you
feel the pressure, joy, or satisfaction of the process, curiosity wells up higher,
forcing you to explore more, pursue more, striving without limit. Hot, intense
passion, emotion, devotion, frenzy, fever, or rage flares up in a violent
flame. A passionate, single-minded person must take risks for the joy he or her
receives in proportion to the energy expended. In the process of “burning” one’s
passion, it is important, however, to adjust the levels of adrenaline,
pheromone, and endorphin, so they do not run out.
The potential range of objects of our passions––work, hobbies, sports, romance, all forms of art, science, religion,
et cetera––is infinitely wide. Life invites us to devote ourselves
wholly to somebody or something, but we must have discerning eyes in order to
make the right choices.
The intangible
energy of passion needs to be managed by maintaining a certain distance from
the object, through reflection, reasoning, and objective observation. Otherwise
you can become blind, plunging in recklessly, creating personal conflicts; until,
burnt out, you end up with physical and mental disorders. These are what I call
“the risks.” If, on the other hand, passion is kept at a proper temperature, you
can be a person with wonderful charisma and a good leader of others, getting
satisfying results in return for the passion you burn. Your life will be
fruitful. Let it grow excessively hot, however, and you might become the
dictator, or the stalker, or the person who develops a personality disorder––riven
by hysteria, “burn-out” syndrome, or panic disorder. We are dealing with a formidable
energy. In order to burn passion “well,” it is important to face the object
calmly, deliberately cooling down your responses if they have become overheated:
a process sometimes best facilitated by listening to the opinions of other
people.
There is a wise proverb in
Japan: “The last drop makes the cup run over.” Perhaps this proverb came down to
us from those whose lives were burned out because of an excess of passion.
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